Being pushed away I could see the tears escaping her eyes and it sickened me that it was my fault, that I did this to her!! He slowly let me down and gently rubbed a tear that had escaped away, even a little of touches like that had sent sparks through my body!
I already missed the warmth and protection his body gave me. He took a few steps back, he looked so hurt.. I wanted to take back what I said! Did he really want me that much!! Nothing else was said so Ian quietly left the room.. I was alone! I felt so cold without him so I shuffled to his bed, in search for the warmth that could replace him… it that was possible.
But when I wrapped myself up in his covers, it smelt like him, like cologne and man! Upset, there was a lump in my throat.. I slumped down on the bed, already missing her touch.. V- I was awoken by a buzzing sound.. I was having a lovely dream that I was with Ian and he had his arms wrapped around me, hugging me close to him… wiping away all my worries.. Buzzzzz, buzzzzz!! What was that!?! I opened my eyes only slightly but closed them instantly when the burning sun fell through the window..
After slowly getting adjusted to the early morning sun, I went in search for this annoying buzzing sound.. Its my phone!! I am not a morning person!! I lifted my eyes from the king size, soft bed with white Egyptian cotton blankets, and over to the far side where two doors next to each other faced me.. The walls were coloured black and white, and a few family pictures on the wall.. I was in his room… I was in his bed!!! I jumped out and quickly searched the room, which was at least three times as big as my room..
I was relived for being on my own… but I was also disappointed, I wanted him here with me.. I wanted my dream to be true! Where are you! She had a sleepover.. I have the morning off so hurry on back! I went to what I thought was the bedroom door, but instead I found a walk in wardrobe… was that necessary!
On my next attempt I found a bathroom which was a little bigger than my bedroom! Was he serious!! Before I had shut the door, a note on a pile of clothes caught my attention. Stop this Mia! He probably got one of his maids to do this for him… don't fall for it! So I ignored the letter and went back to my search for the exit.
I forced the temptation away!! I had to leave! With only one more door to try, I was successful! I slowly opened it and looked both ways down the long hall way of wooden doors..
I quietly shut the door and made my way towards the stairs and down into the mail hall.. As I walked closer and closer… I was beginning to get more scared, my hands were beginning to sweat, my mouth went dry, but why… its not like I broke into the house, or like I was robbing the place!
I was invited in and asked to stay. But I still kept quiet… I passed the kitchen, the door a little open so I risked the chance to look into the giant, perfectly designed room.. He stood, leaning on one hand on the counter, the other lifting a cup of coffee to his beautiful mouth as he read the newspaper below him on the counter as busy kitchen workers buzzed around him preparing breakfast.
I stood, staring at him… gazing at his muscular physique, was it really possible for a man to be this sexy whilst wearing casual jeans and a grey top.. I was starting to heat up, my cheeks turning as red as a tomato! I had to swallow the lump in my throat… pushing away the lust I felt for him! His sudden actions dragged me from my thoughts and instinctively I turned away and ran for the door..
I was about to make to the gates that lead onto he main roan, before he overtook me and stood in front of me, forcing me to stop.
I was breathing heavily from the running, whilst Ian looked like he never even broke out into a sweat! V- When I caught up with her we both had to get our breath back.. Why was she running away from me? Or did she just not want to be with me at all!?! I needed her! I would do anything to make her love me! But her reaction was not what I expected.. She never answered, instead she just scoffed and pushed passed me to carry on walking down the road..
I never want to be away from her!! I grabbed her arm, forcing her to turn to face me… anger now showing more on her beautiful face… but I still found her so irresistible! How could she do this to me!?! I was shocked by her outburst.
I wanted to answer by telling her to never leave, or to ask her to give me answer to why she was so angry.. I pulled my arm from his strong grasp.. I just wanted to get home and spend time with my mum and forget this weekend all together! Stop Mia!! I had to tell myself, I was beginning to get turned on just from the thought of him, from the thought of how he felt when we touch, the sparks that fly through my body! I regret leaving the way I did, but I had to..
Although I want him, I want him to want me first! Ian and the rest of the jocks surrounded our table, each taking an available seat. Ian, taking his now usual seat at the head of the table next to me.. This confused me, why was he so considerate over what I thought of him. I stood up and took my exit from the table, but as I turned I caught a glimpse of Ian. His eye brows were pushed together and his eyes shown hurt..
I shook my head.. I was being stupid! So I carried on walking away. I walked up the grass and admired the blissful sunny day. The sun rays gently covering my body with warmth, bringing a genuine smile to my face. It was styled like a cottage, with mostly white or wooden deign. It looked beautiful! We made our way to her room. Her room was double the size of mine, a queen size bed on the right, a huge window with cushions on the window sill so you were able to sit and watch the world go by… Opposite the bed was the walk in wardrobe and next to the door leading into the bedroom was her bathroom.
The walls were painted pink and white.. Sam was a girly girl! There is no way I am going to wear this! It will look great on you!
I looked back at the dress in my hands… fine! Without saying another word I stomped into the bathroom to get dressed. I slid the dress up my body and zipped it up the side. When I looked in the floor length mirror, I was surprised.. There was a V line cut, but only slightly so it only shown a little of my cleavage..
Now let me do your hair! Sam wore a short red dress that came off one of her shoulders and straightened her hair. She loosely curled my hair and applied my makeup. You could hear the music and the sound of teenagers having a good time blasting from the house from miles away, Sam began to get more and more excited but I was the complete opposite!
We parked randomly on the grass and Sam got out and around to my side of the car. We need to put our plan in action! And at least if I fail I would get a few guys numbers for a rebound… I unenthusiastically got out the car and we both made our way to the party arm in arm. As we stepped in I quickly searched for Ian.
He was standing by the DJ, which had been placed next to the kitchen and surprise surprise, he was surrounded by girls. I wanted to make my presents known, so I walked as sexy as I could, swinging my hips towards the kitchen to get a drink. But when I looked at him, his eyes were filled with lust as he looked me up and down. Payback is sweet! His eyes were basically eye raping me, imagining my clothes being ripped off..
Stop Mia! I needed to stop myself because as much as I wanted to rip his clothes off, and to have his lips on mine.. That sudden thought sickened me and I had to fight the tears.
Alcohol will solve this.. After downing my fifth vodka shot my vision was becoming a little blurry and my speech was slurred. Good, because I was also becoming numb.. A pair of arms snaked around my waist and for a brief moment I thought.. I swiftly turned, still in the strangers grasp, as I came face to face with David..
But not to mention he was 6ft1 and had a well-toned physique! I smiled… guess its time to get my flirt on! Someone please stop me before I make a complete fool out of myself! She had been blanking me all day and its killing me!
I just want to hold her close in my arms and take away every worry I seen hidden beneath her hard exterior. A few of the girls around me were grabbing onto my arm asking for a dance, but there was no way I could concentrate on what they were saying when Mia walked in wearing the dress she did. The dress was short, showing her long legs and shown some of her sexy, supple breast but it was still modest.
It also hugged her body perfectly, showing off every curve of her hour glass figure. She searched the room, full of guys who had now turned their full attention to her and drooling while eye raping her.. She looked lost until our eyes met and I had to swallow away the lump in my throat from the lust I was feeling. I also noticed I was beginning to get hard.. She slowly made her way over in my direction, sexily swaying her hips, teasing me and my rock hard cock in my pants!!
Our eyes met once more before she made her way into the kitchen. I wanted to grab her, to take her to my room and claim her as mine once and for all.. But I was stopped by the crowd of girls that had now formed around me, all pulling me towards the dance floor, one dance and then I would go and search fore her!
After the dance was over, I was about to make my way into the kitchen when Mia and David emerged hand in hand and walking onto the dance floor. Mia was stumbling and leaning into David for support.. I had never been so angry! My hands curled into fists at my side to try and contain some of the anger..
I wanted to just go beat the shit out of him for even talking to her, let alone touch her!! She can only do that with me!
He looked like shit! David was my best friend and I wanted to stop.. So I kept pounding away till there was more blood than skin. What are you doing! I got up and turned to find Mia standing beside us, horror spread across her face. I never want her to look at me like that ever again.. When we got to my room, I locked the door and gently placed her down, leaning her back against the door.
I closed the spaced between us, warping my arm around her waist and using the other to lift her chin so our eyes could meet. She was the hottest girl I had ever seen! I leaned in and placed a soft kiss on her lips.
I wanted to go deeper, to taste her, to close the gap between us as much as possible because it was driving me crazy not being together, not being touched by her all day! When I went to go deeper I was stopped by something wet hit my face. I backed away slowly, still in a daze from the contact of our bodies to find Mia crying! My body reacted on its own, now programed to always put Mia first, to make my Mia better!
I hugged her, moving my arms from her waist, up to the top of her back and one on her head. I stroked her soft hair to try and calm her and pushed her even closer into my chest, absorbing her tears in my top.
After a while she seemed to calm down as her crying turned into a little whimper. I felt her lift up her arms and place them on my chest, at first I was excited because I thought that finally she loved me back, but instead she used it to push us apart! I took three steps back.. I was away from her, but not too far! The way he comforted me when I was upset..
After a while he took a few steps back.. Mia no.. I felt comforted and warm, the electric sparks flying through my body.. He lifted me up and took me over to his bed. I was expecting to be thrown, so I winced in preparation for the pain, but instead Ian softly placed me on the bed.
He followed me down and used his body to stop me from escaping, his hands on either side of me and he had saddled my body.. Was he going to rape me!! How could he! I began to wake my arms around and push against him! His deep sexy laugh warmed me and I stopped my unsuccessful attempt to hurt Ian. His teeth were white like pearls and his lips.. So pink and full.. I just wanted to kiss him and never stop! He grabbed my wrist and pushed them to the bed.. I shot my face to his with a shock and confusion painted all over my face.
And then you walked into me and I thought it must have been fait! I love you! We were both frozen, no one moved until I swung my arms around his neck and pushed my lips on his roughly. At first Ian was confused, but then his lips began to move with mine, roughly. I had missed the feel of his lips on mine, the taste of sweet honey and the pleasure and protection it made me feel.
I wrapped my legs around his waist, lost in the moment and pushing myself closer to the bulge in his pants. Rubbing my wetness against him, slowly and teasing him until he let out a small moan, giving me entrance to his mouth. Ian seductively slid his hand up the inside of my thigh and brushed his hand across my panties that were now soaked from the lust I felt for him.
Why did I say this!! I want him!!! He moved both his hands around my waist protectively and I rested my head on his chest… laying like this, in his warmth and safeness I fell asleep almost instantly!
I open my eyes fully to find Ian still fast asleep. We were still cuddled close to each other, his arm over mine protectively. I looked up at his face calm sleeping face, it was refreshing to see him so defenceless for once! I laid back slightly so I could have the full view of him, so peaceful, so beautiful and all mine! Heat rushed to my cheeks and I pushed my head into his chest to hide my shame.
Ian chuckled at my shame and I tried to keep a straight face, but his laugh was contagious and we both fell into hysterical laughter.
Buzzzzzz buzzzzzz! I turned away to hide my now red coloured face. I want to stay with Ian! I went to pick up my bag by the door but Ian grabbed my arm and spun me to face him. I turned and grabbed my bag, making sure my back was turned to Ian when I told my little white lie. I had to think of something and fast! My mouth was going dry and my palms were sweating, what was I going to do!! I directed Ian all the way, until we pulled up outside a big, and beautiful cottage styled house..
Not until I can fully trust Ian and let him into my life completely! I love your house! But he pulled on my arm, forcing me to turn and face him. He kissed me softly on my lips, but it was too short! I wanted it to last forever. He wants to see me tomorrow!! Before it got deeper he pulled away, causing me to moan. I love this man!! After I knew Ian was far enough away, I ran back down the driveway and up the road, back to my actual house which was far from this paradise!
Finally the smile reached her eyes, lighting them, causing them to crinkle at the corners. In that moment she was everything i had ever hoped for, she was everything i would ever need. She got out the car and made her way to her house… it was a really beautiful house, for a beautiful woman! I guess its true, you can never judge a book by its cover. She waved goodbye as I drove off, I was already missing her, missing her warmth, the comfort she brought me and the softness of her skin against mine!
School was going soooo slow! Finally the bell rang and everyone rushed out of school for freedom. I waited by the doors, the spot we had both decided to meet until I saw Ian and his Football gang walk my way. They were actually good guys! Joe was one of the greatest friends I have and because of Ian, I had hardly spent any time with him!
What have you been up to? The other guys squashed into two other cars, as I stood.. V watch American football.
I loved being one of the guys! But I got off his lap and crossed my arms! I love rugby.. In what way is rugby better? Ian just stood their shocked, waiting for me to explain myself..
I love challenges and I love playing rugby.. Joe proudly stepped forward and stood behind me. Ian stuck out his hand and I took it.. Ian and his chosen 3 players, who I had forgotten their names as soon as they had told me walked to the left and me and my team walked to the right. His face brightened up as a smile spread across his face… wow!
I love that man! Ha ha! You got it! The look of horror spread across his face until his smug smile was completely gone!
Some even patted Ian on the shoulder, appraising him.. I walked over and stood in front of Ian, who was the attacker for his team and quickly tied my long hair into a cute messy pony tail. I looked up at Ian who was crouching in front of me in preparation for the game to start..
Because I was so close to Joe in this way! I can use this jealousy as a distraction in my favour to win this! I closed my eyes, bit my lip and moaned.. V- Mia made her way into position, her cheeks were still red from embarrassment and her head hung in shame… but that only added fuel to the fire!
I wanted her more and if I win I finally get to call her my girlfriend! I bent down into position, but when I looked up Mia was bent down in front of Joe!!! I snapped my gaze back to Mia and she had her amazing smile sculptured on her face, after watching her for a short while I began to relax. That was until, she could see my jealousy and her smile grew and she raised her eyebrow. I was confused at first but when she closed her eyes and bit her lip… I knew where she was going!
She moaned, a sexy sound that travelled down my body to my now hard cock! I knew she was playing with me… but it her trick worked, she had this hold on me… and she now knew how to use it. She slowly lifted her eyes and looked up at me through her eye long eye lashes then winked and smiled playfully… I could have taken her here and now!!
Oh so she wants to play dirty, well two can play at that game! I was going to take revenge… I dodged Mia and headed straight for Joe!
He saw me coming, his eyes widened in fear as my body came full speed to his! I was to caught up in getting revenge to notice the ball pass my head as Joe passed it to Mia. I got off Joe and helped him up, now feeling bad for hurting him..
Mia was dodging the other men on my team, and they were huge, the smallest being 6ft3, and yet she was just swerving past them with her sexy slender body!
Aaron and David had also ran up to help her, both taking quite the beating to protect Mia, I appreciate that they were protecting my woman from harm!
Once she had cleared my team, she ran full speed down the field, ahead of them by at least 2 yards… she was amazing! I licked my lips, Oh how I wanted to fling my arms around her waist! How her body will feel close to mine.. I have gotten hard, just from thinking about the warmth of her body. I needed her to be mine! I gathered my team in a huddle.. They respected me and it almost brought tears to my eyes.
David, will you protect me? We got into position one more time. I crouched down in front of Ian, who mirrored my action. I tried to run faster, but Ian picked up his pace more, closing the space between us. David came charging towards Ian, but Ian just jumped over David's attempt to tackle him to the ground.
The space between me and Ian got less and less, but I was so close to the line, just a little… My thought was cut off by a great forced to my back, Ian tackled me!! Had we won? I lifted my head to see where I had landed… slowly, more and more light entered my vision until I had the ball in my sight… I…. Everyone ran over to Ian and lifted him in the air, celebrating his victory.
Once his feet were back on the ground he came over to me. My eyes were glued to the floor, but I could still feel Ian walk up to me and stand in front of me. He lifted his hands to my cheeks, sending pleasurable sparks through my body and he looked even deeper into my eyes.
I responded immediately, surprising myself. His mouth was so warm, the caress of his lips, softer than I could have imagined. He tasted tentatively with his tongue, and I opened my mouth with a low moan. When we turned we saw everyone staring at us, some blushing but all had big smiles on their face! Everyone eventually followed me back into the house and we all gathered in to watch T. V but this time..
My boyfriend! I waved goodbye as Ian drove off and then I made the long walk back to my house. As I got closer to my house, I noticed the kitchen light on… my mum was home!! I was now running as fast as I could to see her. I burst into the kitchen, breathing heavily and smiling, ready to hug my mum.
I felt sorry for her, but most times I had to stand up to her like this so she can be more motivated! No wonder there have been power cuts! I just wish you had told me sooner! Bad hours, Waitress.. I rang the number provided and arranged for an interview, but they said to just swing by! Oh great.. I could see I was going to enjoy spending all my free time with them, even though I would miss spending it with Ian I was starting to hate walking down these same halls everyday..
Wow it just rolls off my tongue. MY boyfriend.. Ian is mine! I walked into the lunch hall, my favourite part of the day, being able to eat!! I sat at the already filled table and fell into usual seat. Sam gave me a sympathetic look as I had phoned her after work last night and informed her about my stupid mother… I know she wanted to help us, and she had offered us money, but I cannot and will not take money off anyone!
Me and my mum can provide for ourselves!.. Noticing my stubbornness she giggled and pushed her untouched plate over to me! I had just put a large spoonful of spaghetti into my mouth when Ian chose that time to talk to me!
He leaned in so that his lips brushed my ear, sending a shiver down my spine. I swallowed the food and bit my lip to try and keep back the lust I feel for this man! Its killing me having to lie to the one person who cares for me, who comforts me… who I love and who loves me!! I think it hurts more to be lied to by her than to actually know what the secret is… I needed to know!!
I snapped my head to Sam.. I mean.. Oh is that the time.. What could her secret be? I shook my head, no I can see it in her eyes… in her kisses, she wants me just as much as I want her! I continued out the door and out to my car. It all because of what happened last year I had sat in on my first ever meeting and although I would never mention this to my father… but I loved it.. I felt at home! I would argue with other business partners and I had memorised all our facts and figures, so no one could call me out!
I had never seen my father more proud than when our business partners kept complimenting me and saying he did a good job raising me… more like the many nannies did a good job!! I needed to see my Mia! My heart felt empty.. I was beginning to have withdrawal symptoms fro her.. I was now on the motorway on my way back home, but I am finding it hard to keep my eyes open..
I parked up in front of the diner. Light from inside beamed out the windows, lighting up my car. I looked around… this must have been the poorer side of town! I was about to open my door when something in the diner caught my eye… a beautiful girl in the diners themed pink and white coloured dress… it was MIA!! I froze.. I just sat there in my car, admiring the magnificent creature that was in front of me!
She gracefully swayed table to table, the dress clinging to her every curve and cut low, revealing and eye full of her breast! She was taking an order from a table full of shady looking men..
I began to shake with anger, I wanted to beat the crap out of them all for looking at my woman, but when one of the men shifted slightly in his chair- I got a full view of the gun wedged in his belt… I needed to get Mia out of danger!! But why was she working here.. I never want her to step a foot in this area again!!
Seeing her in potential danger was my nightmare… I wanted to keep her locked up in my room and never let her out! I flung my door wide open and jumped out of my car to go save my woman, but when I got closer to the door- so did she!
She was walking out the doors so I ran back to my car… why was I running from her? I focused on Mia in my car mirror. She began to walk down the road… further and further into the darkness of this place! I drove some distance behind her until she turned into a little road of small, run down houses and up the path way to a door… was this her house?
She took out a bunch of keys and opened the door… Why would she lie to me about where she lived!? I took a deep breath to calm myself. I need to make a plan! I needed to help my Mia! V- Driving to school with Sam, I rested my head on the cold window and thought of last night after work… it felt as though someone was following me!
It was weird because although I should have been scared of the possible rapist or stalker.. I felt safe… I wonder if there was someone following me, but who? We pulled up into school but I was too tired to move! When I walked into class, everyone was already there and sitting at their desks chatting away. As I made my way to the back, I exchanged looks with Ian… he too looked like he had stayed up all night, a little stubble on his chiselled jaw, bags under his big hazel eyes and he had a look of worry in his eyes..
Yet with the lack of care and sleep, he stilled looked like a Greek god!! He noticed me and smiled, even though he looks the way he does.. I smiled back, but mine was nowhere near as convincing as his and he saw that.. I slouched into my chair..
Mr Kay walked in and instantly demanded the attention of the class. I leaned my head in my arms on the table and closed my eyes. Next thing I knew I was being surrounded by darkness and into my dream land! V- I had stayed up all night, thinking about how I would talk to Mia.. I was too tied up in my thoughts to notice Mia walk in the classroom. She looked how I feel..
Although her eyes were tired, she looked hot! I smiled.. She slouched into her desk and rested her head in her arms. I just stared at her sleeping calmly, all her worried fading away as she slept.. It killed me to see her like this! If you wake up Mia, you will have no job at this school or any school for that matter! The rest of the lesson went quite quickly as the whole time I sat staring at how peaceful Mia looked, instantly making me feel relaxed.
The lesson was also almost completely silent as even some of my fellow class mates were scared of me! The lesson ended sooner than usual and everyone exited the classroom quicker than a speeding bullet, however I staid seated, looking at Mia. V- I jumped from my refreshing sleep thanks to that annoying school bell!! Oh crap, had I slept the whole lesson!!
I fluttered my eyes open and found that the classroom was deserted… there was no-one here! I shot up, but it was too quick and I stumbled… readying myself for the pain of hitting the hard floor. But instead I was swooped into an embrace by strong, warm arms! Collecting myself together, I looked up at my saviour to find non other that Ian… my hero! I stayed in his arms as I admired his masculine featured and felt the hardness of his abs rippling to my touch.
His smile widened and he let out a deep laugh that sent butterflies to my stomach until I figured out he was laughing at me for staring at him!! I shot out of his arms and brushed myself of… acting as if nothing had happened… but trying hard to hide my tomato coloured face. I looked up at Ian to find the corners of his lips curling, involuntary- he fought back, hard, but it was no use as his laughter erupted through the classroom.
I went weak at the knees just from the sound of his deep laughter vibrating through me! I lost control of my body as I rushed to him, pushing my lips onto his. He joined me and our lips move in sync with each other. He bit my bottom lip hard, but so pleasurable!
I let out a wild moan, giving him entrance into my mouth. Our tongues played with each other as we deepened the kiss, Ian now moving his arms to my waist, pulling me closer to his manhood… that was now getting harder as he pushed his shaft against my stomach. Our kiss got rougher and I rapped my legs around his muscular waist and he supported me by playfully grasping my butt!
I slowly began to grind my now wet pussy up and down his shaft, teasing him! I crossed my arms and jokingly acted like a child, but he just placed his hand in mine and led me out the class room… now I know how he feels when I cock blocked him!
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Ian shut the door then pushed me up against it. I ran my fingers through his soft hair, fisting some and pushing his head closer to mine so that his lips went rougher on mine!
He was so irresistible, I needed to taste him more and more! He pulled away slowly, my eyes still closed trying to savour the feel of him close to my body, the feel of his lips on mine! He grabbed my hand and guided me to his study in one of the many rooms off the long hall way.
As he picked up the phone to take the call, I looked around this magnificent room. The huge, dominant wooden desk at the far side of the room with floor to floor windows behind it, demanding the attention of the room. To both the side of the room there were book shelves filled with every book you could imagine.
I walked over to the book shelf and ran my finger across the immaculately kept books, flicking my eyes across the titles as I made my way over to the desk. He stood there like a model posing for a business magazine. One hand on his hip and the phone in his other hand, gazing off out the window as he concentrated on the phone call… so professional! I could imagine him in here working as our children ran around him and I stood like this, just admiring my family.. I shook my head, bringing myself from my hopeful dreams and walked closer to Ian.
I sat on the desk and tapped him on the shoulder, turning his attention to me. He looked down at me, a little confused at first until I placed my hands on his cheeks and brought him down to my lips. He moved in between my legs and I wrapped my legs around his waist. I trailed kisses from the corner of his mouth, grazing my teeth over his jaw and down his neck. When I got to the nape of his neck I bit and sucked hard and he let out a little moan. A moan that had me wanting to moan I looked up at him through my eye lashes and smiled in triumph!
He looked down at me, lust and anger boiling in his gaze… oh this is fun! I hate having to owe someone! I threw the paper on the floor and ran out the door and into the main hall.
I looked up to his face, his eyebrows were pushed together and his eyes were glazed with fear and sadness… he was so hurt! I wanted to stop, to hug him close and apologise for saying and doing what I did.. Leaving us in more debt!! His name was Alex and he was the reason we left England… and there was no way I could do that to my mother, not again!
I turned myself away from Ian… unable to cope with the pain in his face. I pulled away from him and headed for the front door. I only did what I did to help you! It killed me seeing you not eat… not sleep! Instead my arm was tugged downwards. I turned to find Ian on his knees! And I had to hold back my tears, I had to stay strong, I had to leave!
I risked a glance back to find Ian on his knees and hands, his head down… I had never seen Ian so low.. I did this! I had broken and hurt him! I clutched my knees, catching my breath and crying with every little bit of energy I had left!
Why did this have to happen!?! It had gotten dark by the time I had made my way home. My eyes were sore from the many tears I had cried, my legs were aching form the many, god knows how long, hours I had ran. I stumbled to the bathroom and turned on the ice cold shower.
I told myself that I would never let my mother breakdown again like she did after Alex divorced her and ruined our lives! After my eyes dried up and I could officially not cry a single more tear I turned the tap off and struggled to my feet.
The cold air instantly hit me and I began to shiver… seriously, when are we going to get hot water!! I miss hot showers! I completely stripped all item of clothing off and wrapped a thick fluffy towel around my shivering body, seeking its warmth. I quickly dashed to my bedroom, changed into my black PJ bottoms and slipped on a white vest top and a two sizes too big hoodie, immediately returning me back to a normal body temperature.
I picked up the phone, squinting my eyes to get adjusted to the light and saw a goofy picture I had taken of Ian.. Remembering the good times we had shared made my eyes cloud over with tears and the picture on my phone went.
Let me explain myself! I love you!! Why was I doing this to him, to us!?! I turned off my phone and rolled over to try and turn away from all my troubled… eventually I fell asleep. It might have been because I had spent the whole weekend curled up in my bed, ignoring the infinite amount of calls from Ian.
Sam had herd from Joe about us and stayed over at mine last night, we stayed up all night! It was full of me explaining then crying and then Sam comforting me until we gradually fell asleep… Sam understood why I left Ian because she knows about Alex… We loaded into her car and I leaned my head on the window, physically and mentally drained from the events of the weekend!
The drive to school went so quickly.. But instead she shot me a sympathetic look and got out the car and walked around to my side. She opened the door, but I stayed seated. She exhaled sharply, unbuckling my seatbelt then grabbed my arm and pulled me out of the car. I love Sam, she always makes me feel so much better in the darkest times of my life! Our laughter was halted when I saw something in the corner of my eye, Sam had parked next to all of the football team!! I turned my head and my eyes met Ian… He looked like shit!
He had gotten no sleep because of the bags under his eyes and the red around his eyes was like mine, from crying! I had made him cry, I had made a strong and powerful man break and cry! I wanted to smile back, I wanted to rewind time and wish that none of this ever happened.
I had ruined it! I started to walk away before I even got a answer from Sam who stood for a moment, looking from Me to Ian, giving Ian an apologetic look then running after me. I made the dreaded walk to my desk, all eyes following every step I took and I felt sick with all the attention now on me… all the eyes burning a deep hole in the side of my head..
I slipped into my seat, not even risking a small glance at Ian but I could feel his intense stair in the side of my head… please stop, please! I began to fidget, I felt like I was a fish in a glass bowl and everyone was looking in on me, I felt uncomfortable!! I suddenly stood, squeaking my chair legs against the hard floor, forcing every head to turn to me… what was I doing!! I tried to stop by body, but it was reacting on its own! I picked up my bag and ran out the door, Mr Kay never said a word, instead he just stood there frozen I pushed past him and rushed out the school doors, down the field and into the car park… I needed to leave!
I thought I could handle being around Ian, but when I see him, when I look into his loving hazel eyes… it brings back the feelings, the love I feel! A hand circled my arm once more, twisting me to face him and into his hard chest. He hugged me tight, squeezing the life from me. I tried to push away, but his hold on me just got tighter and tighter!
He whipped a tear away with his thumb, keeping his hand on my cheek. But he will never love me more than his money! And if you want me to stop crying then..
I loved his determines and I love him! I turned into my road.. He was leaning against the side of the car, his arms crossed… sending butterflies to my stomach at how the man standing in front of me could be so god damn hot! I coughed, taking myself away from my lustful thoughts and carried on walking to my house. I ignored Ian and walked to my front door.
Just leave! I dug for my keys in my bag and turned to unlock my door but I was all fingers and thumbs… prolonging the process, ughh why!!! I heard Ian let out a quiet chuckle.. My cheeks began to heat, turning as red as a tomato.. I finally opened my door and pushed it shut..
His huge, sexy muscular body filled the frame and he leaned against the door frame, smiling wide in victory! I threw my hands in the air and walked to my room! His hands snaked around my waist, pulling me closer to him. My lips began to move involuntary with his… damn hormones!! His full lips were warm and tasted sweet like honey.. I lifted my hands to his head, fisting his hair to push him closer to me!
I need him.. I needed more of him! He bit my bottom lip and I moaned, giving him full access to my mouth, as if he read my mind! This was definitely the best kiss we had shared… until he pulled away harshly.. We were breathing hard, trying to get our breaths back.
At his words, the muscles deep in my stomach clenched with excitement. I closed my eyes, savouring his words and the feeling it gave me! He put his fingers under my chin, caressing it softly, pulling my gaze to his..
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Some games will require you to relaunch them before the item will be downloaded. Not caring about how it's going to turn out really helped reducing the work time. I swear I wanted to make a small map, but it turned out pretty big. Oh well There is room for up to 40 players.
Since the map is in it's alpha state, the layout will be changed slightly.
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